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Thursday, April 12, 20079:10 PM
Though deep in me, still a little sad.....much happier today..
it was the third day nearly cried a few times... we talked thrice.. First Time in the library... she approached and talk.. say wanted to meet us (the 10 prefects) during recess... out of how long she talked, i rarely looked up.. was looking down.. the fear that i might cry.. i dunno why i noe at that time, my eyes were filled with tears Second Time we went to the staffroom..she asked us to look for her.. we didn noe for wat.. .. i tried to keep myself occupied..doing project stuff... second time, tears filled my eyes... i handed up a paper .. then she was talking abt why she gave us the ice creams n the others trying to refuse it... i didnt talk at all.. it was an opportunity..but i knew i couldnt.. i turned rubbed my tears.. n continued hearing the conversation... Third Time my phone vibrated.. saw that it was her.. hesitated if i shld answer the call.. maybe its becos of what happened earlier.. but thought it'll be rude.. so i answrd.. she sounded normal.. nthing abt 'that'... it was the only time, i didnt really feel like crying.. i m happier now.. but it doesnt mean i m happy now.. there's a difference... i guess that lil misunderstanding is almost solved.. once its solved.. i'll be happy... wont shed tears becos i'm sad .. hopefully, it'll be tears of joy! hope this joy is everlasting... her words and smiles are definitely more valuable than those ice creams.. her smiles make my day ... Let's see how it goes tmr.. wish for her to say watever she wants to, we say whatever we want to.. and make this last.. hope for no more unhappiness... all 2E1 prefects (10) |
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