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Wednesday, April 11, 20077:15 PM
very sad today,.. infact yest too.. Ri Ri was with me... thought abt it.. can't find the reason.. feel like crying.. .feel like cryin now.. everytime i think abt it..
shld i not have heard abt it? shld i just ignore it? is it being done intentionally? talked but you ignored. smiled but you ignored. what is wrong?? Giving you that, we thought for good.. but you ended up hurting me... u said we dun understand you but its more like you dun understand us.. well me.... n now, for i giving it to you, i m hurt.. my fault huh?! yest, when i was told abt it, i observed.. i saw it was true... but didnt want to accept my thinking .. thought i was wrong.. but today?! twice... i m not the only one who saw it.. i only feel like crying now.. i dunno why, but when you did that to me, you hurt me... im suddenly being so emotional?? cos you'll be leaving us soon? ahh.. i just feel like crying out now! ... i'm confused with my feelings.. That lil misunderstanding between us... haiz... :'( ... no one understands me only for her.. but no one knows how i feel.. even when it was just one day, i nearly cried, now its two going to be three.. :( had a dream, some how related to this... i have a very strong feeling it'll come true!!.. some time in may.. i feel so.. i dreamed of me crying to you.. but can't remember the reason why.. i know there was a misunderstnding between us.. She saw me hurt and told it to you.. You saw me and asked : Lakshmi, are you ok? ... i cried and said _____ i'm sorry.. (i dunno the reason why...) .. i noe we talked n the misunderstanding or watever it was was solved... she helped me solve that misunderstanding.. n coincidentally, today, she asked me, "Lakshmi, do u want me to ask her abt it".. she offered to help, which would solve the problem... i know i said "no".. but i guess i have a reason for it... Thanks alot for your offer.. n being always beside me... |
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