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Saturday, August 11, 20078:31 PM
today went grandma's house and came to school from there. met mang teng at the bus stop.. and we were already "discussing" why we are coming so early.. co according to what we knew, the event starts at arnd 2pm and even prefectshave to report at 1.30 only.. and we guides.. EARLY BIRDS? ... lol
then went to school.. talked some things with mt.. A Clearer picture now... and i'm like: haix.. i really have nothing to say.. fiona has had enough of problems.. kim says it's her fault.. if only she hadnt say.. but kim, rmbr, if u hadnt said, everything will be "normal", mt would have gotten betrayed more.. sarah is like me... thinkkingg of waays to solve things.. and that's wat ppl call - Peace Makers.. mt is the one stuck.. and fiona is always stuck whenever it invovles her. but i wonder if it's really really her?.. hmmms.. k.. then later, went to sit at foyer.. cos i liked it there.. i dunnoe why.. reminds me of primary school.. and then mr tse came and then he asked.. Mr tse: why are you all here so early? me: we were supposed to meet at 11.. mt: ya. mr tse: so early for wat? i thought it's meet at 1? mt and i: huh? really? mr tse: ya.. mt: maybe they mixed up numbers me: ya mr tse: so you all doing wat now? me: dunnoe.. they're in the room and it's so noisy so we came here mr tse: i got something to do. you all can help? mt and me: ohr.. okayy mr tse: go around the whole school and take down all the posters on the cca and s&d... me: okay... can mt: waa.. finally got something to do.. me: ya.. mr tse: you can asak the rest too.. you divide and ask them do me: okay mt: that's all... mr tse: ya.. later u finish u both come and report to me.. i got more jobs.. both: ok k.. then we really knew .. we were in sch tooo early.. then just as we turned, we saw mrs yeo.. then she ask.. you all are here so early?! and we didnt know the answer.. me: ya.. i think they got some mix up with the time.. mrs yeo: oh.. okay k.. ten we went off.. me,mt,znb went arndthe first level... it's fun la.. and i kept emphasising: It's only 2 more months! mang teng, it's only 2 more months! zaynaab, it's only 2 more months! mt said take out the blue tack cleanly.. i said: It's only 2 more months! and really! it's only 2 more months! [to be exact from monday, it'll be 58 days!] haix )': then ya.. we were talking about various islands... then we went back to him.. cos that's the only time we could spend our time valuabaly.. helping to pump balls, recycle papers, remove papers from files etc... and he gave us the permission to take turns to play badminton and do work.. thn when me and mt were playing, some of the bj ladies came and took a photo wth us.. and (:she said our uniform is nice! then, we went to help mr tse.. he gave us chocolates (: toblerone! 3 each!! and i think he's good... hmmmsss then later, saw mr kek.. he just came to sch.. and we just then completed mr tse's job.. nthing to do cos mr tse finding for more things.. then conversation! mr kek: come here.. me: ya? mr kek: u free? can you help me go and pass this to ms tan? me: oh.. okay.. (: [it was long since we "spoke" to each other..] mr kek: thank you me: ohr.. nvr mind (: mr kek: you know which ms tan right? you former form teacher... ahhh.. why must he emphazise on that?? me: yes.. i know... and brought mt and znb along .. then we went to give and talked for a short while.. a good deed! right?? [think of your answer b4 reading on] then when we went oout.. just a total spoil-my-day -and-mood ahh.. why are we always caught in such situations?! helping also wrong meh?! fine fine! ya.. i got no power k?! i have no rights to say anything! take initiative- scold nvr take initiavtive- scold i'll never take the initiative to help out anymore!! cos i learn and conclde from your hurtful words that: TAKING INITIATIVE IS NOT A GOOD THING. &it just gives you more&more problems. and u'll seem like the BAD ONE ans i have: perfect, great, supreme, wonderful, excellent, magnificent, lovable,caring,nice, and ......(more more more nicer words to desribe) LEADERS!!! THEY ARE JUST TOO PERFECT AND GREAT!!! BETTER THAN ANGELS AS FRIENDS THEMSELVES!!! right?! isn't that how you treat them when you talk to us?! isn't that the impression yo want us to have?! ok lorr.. i'll take it that way then.. my BEST EVER LEADERS! [please la.. in primary school, i've had better leaders.. and it's primary school! i am now not going to hesitate to say, I'M FROM FAIRFIELD! AND FAIRSIANS ARE BROUGHT UP IN A EXCELLANT WAY WITH EXCELLENT CONDUCT, BEHAVIOUR AND MORAL VALUES.. and well, i know them wel! -- ] haix.. the words.. the way you phrase it has really hurt me.. and i am i supposed to be angry? for you telling me such things hurt? for being told all those words sad? for the words used happy? that finally u've said all u want to say to hurt me i really dunnoe.. haix haix i know not only my cca exoerience the problem that a senior differntiates a senior and puts then high and a junior very low.. but i dunnoe.. i dunnoe how to say.. i just felt like msging at that moment.. i even browsed through my whole contact list ad felt i could only msg so few.. mmmm that's all i wish to say.. and i'll always remember your words! your harsh words. your hurtful words! and therfore, i'll remember that i have the BEST EVER LEADERS! and i know that TAKING INITIATIVE IS NOT A GOOD THING. &it just gives you more&more problems. and u'll seem like the BAD ONE +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ i just cant stop ounting days! it''s just 2 more months!!!! exactly 58 days!! each day i just wish that the world could stop moving, time would stop and days could be longer haiz.. i'm counting the days.. even though i dun want to.. buit everytime i think of it.. i feel so.... )': and chatted with VN buddy just now.. Carine, ur buddy received your letter Labels: haix haix haix |
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