confused over matters;



i can't quite remember what happened in the 1 week, but i'll try to recall(:
- mt lessons in school, =X
- lessons as usual, physics a bit more relaxing because mr lee wasnt around.
- CCA on friday! ohdear, we won't let our standard drop yea;
- Thinking Day is coming sooon! and so is Sppech Day! :D
- i've got new maths tuition at JE every Sat morn starting from march. sigh, no more guides! =X
- random crave for Marshmellows(:
- Weather in singapore is TOO COLD! I hate the door and windows open! and it's even worse when in school, cos even a jacket isnt enough for me):
why can't school close cos of this sudden weather change? =X
- too lazy to upload pics from my hp=X i shall do them during the weekends :P
- Ms reeja is nice-nice!(:
- started on girl guides banner, and it's got such a weird theme.
irritating incidents of the week,:
- i don't see why you gotta go around and say such stuff. We all know it. The few times i thought you changed, you never failed to prove me wrong. And if you're really so defiant and unwilling, simply, leave.
- aah, irritated!, so irritated!. childish acts! there wasnt any lying or bullying either la, hello? know the definitions of the words?!?
- ohyea, i hate you too, girl. it's no different

Today;
Mr lee was back for physics! Maths was a total 2 hour lesson where i loss concentration halfway=X but i soon caught up, phew!
after school, did banner with nicole(: and help from GB girls, thanks! i don't see why our own guides don't have the initiative to help. this feeling's, ... ;
home-d.
did homework, wanted to sleep awhile, but was awoken by my broher!-.-
having maths test tmr, yet, i felt like blogging(:

& oh, i just found out that i'm exactly 8 months younger than "EXTRA"!
aiyo, see la, extra, you're so extra!




& when i thought times had changed,
it did.
When i thought things became better,
it did.
yet, when i thought things became better,
more became worse.
like, why on earth..
.. do you exist?
.. does it exist?
.. do things change?
.. can't things be the same?
.. can i not be so satisfied?
.. can i not have things my way?