friday: i hate that bias-ness! ,please.

cca started off great today!(: had captain's ball, and i played with hibiscus{ my patroL!} we won the match, but the team spirit that the patrols displayed were stole the 'limelight' of it all. even when some guides fell on those muddy grounds, they just stood up and played . and i think, that's really the spirit that i love! well done, guides!:D
recess.
had 5 point programme. yay-ness. 2.5 more modules to go, girls.
after 5 point, had points hunt. I was heading Hibiscus this time. It was a fun game, as we ran up and down, up and down!(:
Morning glory did the forfeit, and everyone had a great laugh! lol, they had to write the words "GIRL GUIDES" with their back-sides! haha
dismissed.
went back to class. we were given our report books. i expected these kind of results. it's truly like what ms reeja said, "a time to realise. a stepping stone."

during the short break between prefects hour and sch end, i had made known to more ppl that i've decided NOT to sign up for PGA. It's a choice i chose, a decision i made, after many considerations. & i beleive, not to regret.
"a true one will respsect my decision and no matter what the decision is, support me through it all."

prefects hour. mrs de souza's life story(: and then we weer divided into 2 groups for that we could choose. Truly Coincidentally, All 4 guides ended up in the proposal-group. & during then was one thing that really made me unhappy. {there's a limit for everything.} at first we guide wanted to be in the same group, and then to be fair, the numbering of 1-2-3 was done. and since there are 4 guides and 3 groups, like isnt it obvious there will be a group with 2 guides?; and so after numbering, by mere coincidence, ashmitha and i ended up in the same group.
and then, the unhappy-ness. i think it's totally unfair to have seperate us just because we're close. It's not that we cant live without each other or something. But, where's the fair play?. If wewere allocated to those groups by number, then so be it. "each group only cannot have same cca member" is just an excuse!
had discussions with my group,a rather cooperative team.

After prefects hour, went to watch the Inter UG Captain's Ball match, GG VS NPCC. Went to cheer them on! and YEAH! we won 10 : NIL. still, everyone played their best!(:
three cheers to guides!

lunch. slumdog millionaire cant be watched in sch cos the laptop's too old (version-ed)! -.-
chit chat , home.
{i seriously hate that biasness okay. I've no idea why i'm so irritated with it today, but i guess it's because you've crossed the limit.}

on my way home , thinking about report book, only reminded me one thing, that was mentioned during Y-Hope's Your Curtain Call.
That god did not create us to be a mug-er. . We just have to put in our best in revising and studying.We don't have to put up acts to study so hard like 'crazy' just to please people. We just have to be the best of ourselves.(:

"So I won't give up, no I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me

It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart"

You couldn't have lost hope so fast. Unexpected.
A hundred-and-one thoughts through my mind,
confusion.pondering.trouble-ing. wondering.


Monday - Thursday.
school as usual.

Tuesday: Saw and cheered on our guides who played the inter UG captain's ball. Tought game, but good game. Well done girls, team spirit mattered more!(:

Thursday: lockers have arrived in schools. students who always kept asking for lockers, are now saying "don't want". all thanks to the $27.50 that we have to pay!